sudden tears
At 5am in the morning, while reading up about cell biology...
I suddenly felt like crying.
It's something that happens occasionally, few times, I get this pathetic, lonely feeling about myself and the dam just breaks. I'll let it happen cause it'll actually make me feel better...then I go on to my optimistic self again.
Maybe it's because I can't really verbally express my feelings when I'm sad or in need words of consolation. Sometimes you feel like talking to someone but you hate to admit you're sad cause it makes you sound pathetic or because you feel nobody can really understand you. Or maybe it's me. Why don't people just call to ask how I am?
Sometimes I feel nobody actually thinks I get these sad episodes. I usually talk myself into optimism again but the fact that I talk myself into it sometimes become a reason why I feel like crying. Sometimes, I want to be consoled or given a pep talk or people to just call and ask how I am... even when I'm not particularly sad. I seldom get that.
Why I feel like writing this I don't know....
I think the song 'smile' is a beautiful song and always lumps up my heart in notches, and the lyrics fit what I feel right now.
SMILE
Artist: nat king cole
Words by john turner and geoffrey parsons and music by charlie chaplin
I suddenly felt like crying.
It's something that happens occasionally, few times, I get this pathetic, lonely feeling about myself and the dam just breaks. I'll let it happen cause it'll actually make me feel better...then I go on to my optimistic self again.
Maybe it's because I can't really verbally express my feelings when I'm sad or in need words of consolation. Sometimes you feel like talking to someone but you hate to admit you're sad cause it makes you sound pathetic or because you feel nobody can really understand you. Or maybe it's me. Why don't people just call to ask how I am?
Sometimes I feel nobody actually thinks I get these sad episodes. I usually talk myself into optimism again but the fact that I talk myself into it sometimes become a reason why I feel like crying. Sometimes, I want to be consoled or given a pep talk or people to just call and ask how I am... even when I'm not particularly sad. I seldom get that.
Why I feel like writing this I don't know....
I think the song 'smile' is a beautiful song and always lumps up my heart in notches, and the lyrics fit what I feel right now.
SMILE
Artist: nat king cole
Words by john turner and geoffrey parsons and music by charlie chaplin
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